||[30 Dec 2005|04:29pm]
It’s only been a few weeks, but it feels like a lifetime since I’ve posted in here.
You may have noticed that all of my other entries are missing.
Here’s what happened:
In the past month or so I’ve totally changed, and just in time for the new year.
A new me for the new year.
2005 has been… wow
I’m not even quite sure what to call it. Saying that it’s been all over the place is an understatement. And, after all of that I’ve come out completely changed.
I think it’s for the better, but you can all decide for yourselves. If you want to know how I’ve changed, just get to know me.
A lot of the change I’ve gone through has hurt like hell. There is nothing I’m bitter about anymore. I’ve managed to let all of my grudges go. I guess those are just growing pains you have to endure.
I feel new like a baby lost in the streets, but I do not feel scared about what lies ahead. I’m looking forward to what 2006 will throw my way. For one of the first times in my life, I’m looking towards to future with a sense of wonder and excitement rather than fear. The one sincere hope I have for all of this is that people take the time to recognize the change in me, but that isn’t anything I can help, unfortunately.
I would like to take this opportunity to wish you all a happy new year. I hope it’s wonderful for everybody.
With love for you all,